How are you doing AtreyuFreak?
It is a difficult concept to come to terms with, and I've often thought that therapy could possibly help me become more self-confident and not need this love from another person so much. I'm sure there's some underlying emotional issue. I once followed my heart and landed up in a situation like you, all because I felt my boyfriend wasn't giving me enough love. But another person cannot fill that void.

arg, but who am I to lecture when I totally do understand where you're coming from