((((((((((((((lost))))))))))))))))) i HIGHLY suggest you talk with your dr about what you just told us. please print this out to him and take it in. hormones (changes) could be affecting your already existent depression. please discuss this with your dr. he may be able to help. you're going to need extra attn after the birth for depression as well, I'd say. talk therapy can also help big time.

as far as weight being an issue. i think every pregnant woman thinks about that. you're going to do just fine with that.

please contact your dr. you shouldn't have to suffer this alone IRL.

be safe,

kd