I feel like bouncing off the walls somedays but it seems that this past week my happiness is turning into that old feeling of worthlessness. Hopelessness, sadness, dispair, depression. I keep crying about things that really don't need to be cried over&I can't sleep even tho that's ALL I want to do. I feel like crap today&I don't know why. I want2lock myself inside all day&cry. Even my cat won't come sit with me. And the dog gets scared when I'm sad so I get to hold my stuffed frog&cry about nothing. But the strange things is, I feel sad inside but outside I look fine. I cannot wait till tomorrow so I can FINALLY start feeling better. I have been researching meds&I think I want to try Abilify or Wellbutrin with a mood stabilizer&something for this horrible anxiety. Had an awful panic attack@work last nite. Thought I was having a heart attack. Then I cried.
Trippin2.0thanks for your happiness&excitedness, u helped brighten my otherwise awful day!