I got a call today telling me that I didn't get a job that I had really, really wanted. (I had two interviews for it, and they checked my references) I am heartbroken, and also feeling overwhelmed that I have to start the job search process all over again. I had been so excited about the possibility of getting out of my current job, which sucks the life out of me and is a major contributor to my depression. I don't know what I'm going to do now. Is it too much to ask, to have good luck, just once? I'm feeling really awful right now.