Nothing. I felt better for a week. I don't know what to do.

I am incredibly lonely living in the country.

I know only I have the power to get out and I feel like too much has happened and it is not possible.

Being here is not a vacation it is torturous and I am supposed to be on medical leave.

I am very social...in 4 months, on medication, and a total mess, I met at least 6 people my age in my hometown while I was there. Here: no one. The people don't leave their houses.