(((QUEENACCOUNTANT))) hugs and well wishes to you. Im so sorry about the mass and I hope they are able to remove it without taking your kidney. Not to offend you but can I pray about it? As for work, if you get disability I would suggest working part time after your health is better or maybe just volunteering once a week. Only because your work motivated and it will help you feel like your still being productive in society. Try and rest the best you can until your better though.