Remember you???? Of course!!!!!!!!!!!!! Totally know what you mean about blank. I've been there (and "actively" depressed if you will, ugh) myself lately. Somehow can manage writing responses, but can't quite get to the posting. Really should. Just can't.
When you say, "outside looking in", that's totally it. Been calling mine "outside of outside". Really should write, just can't seem to. Anyway... off on a rabbit trail (what? whod'a thunk it?)
Glad to see you back and posting. Know what you mean about connecting. It's important and sometimes hard to do. Post and respond when you can... we probably all understand how that can be sometimes.