I am giving myself a break from Richard.. but of course it means that I can't stop thinking about him.. I thought he was going to be "the one" to cure all my sadness and get me finally over thinking about Mark.. pity and now I am sad.
I have deleted his number from my phone (again!!) so if he wants to contact me then he can.. hopefully after he sorts his head out... until then I can't contact him which has to be a good thing...doesn't it??