(((((belle)))))) sorry you are feeling this heartache again. I had heard that Aussie men were tough but geesh time for a good one to pop his head in your direction.

I wonder if you might not want to talk with your T to explore your need for intimacy and attachment. Wonder what the root of that is about for you. Wonder if your search for a mate is based on a desire or a dependancy. Just a thought.

May joy fill your cup today. Hugs.