well, now I've decided I just cannot work with this pdoc anymore - she doesn't take me serious enough.

My GP has now referred me to a new pdoc, where I can only get an appointment for 25 August!! Hello!
Anyway, don't have much of an option but to wait, and there are already 4 people ahead of me waiting for a cancellation

Think it's time to try lambigotrine. even if it means being off work for a few days while the meds are changed. I am still cycling quite quickly, and while the depressive spells seems to be much less frequent and shorter in span with more stable periods, the anxiety is picking up, sleep is becoming worse and when the depression hits, it can cripple me. I'm also a lot more aggressive and snappy