(((suga))) hope you start to feel better really soon! I understand firing your pdoc as I want to do the same!! He really is good though I just dont think he is good for me. He took me off my anxiety meds I had been on for years which caused me to start drinking way more often and now taking them every so often with out a prescription. Anyways it is very nerve wracking waiting for an appt far in the future. I pray you have peace and calm while you wait.