I was meant to see my nurse today - she was going to come with the nurse that wants to kill me ( I wanted her to come - so I could find stuff out)

Anyway the other nurse phoned to say my nurse was off ill - so she had to cancel, that's fine.

Then I realised my nurse could be dead, because I think the other nurse has killed my nurse because she knew to much (which kind of makes it my fault) and it's really harsh if she has done that.
The thing is though, they'll want to blame me for it and my notes mention things about knives (I haven't ever done anything) but I'm scared I'm going to go to prison - it could be 25 years!!!

I'm going to phone tomorrow see if she really is ill - I really can't go to prison though.