In my experience going off of my meds was not a good idea - I ended up in the hospital in a severe depression. And then when we re-started the meds I had been on, for some reason they didn't help like they had been, so I had to start all over with trying new meds to find a combo that worked. Of course, in the end, it IS your decision, but if you do decide to go off the meds, please ask your pdoc how to taper off of them safely. Take care, and best wishes to you!
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From the movie The Hours: "If I were thinking clearly, Leonard, I would tell you that I wrestle alone in the dark, in the deep dark, and that only I can know. Only I can understand my condition. You live with the threat, you tell me you live with the threat of my extinction. Leonard, I live with it too."