Hello all

I’m Josh, I’m 14 and I suspect that I suffer from a schizophrenic disorder.

First of all, I suffer from mild paranoia that people are sometimes “Setting me up”. It’s not any thing too extreme and it doesn’t affect my day to day living, but it does leave me feeling very uncomfortable around people.

I also sometimes have delusions that I can see or hear things that aren’t really there, however they are as common of hearing a voice “Inside” my head which is there pretty much 24/7. I’ve spoken to “him” for as long I can remember. Usually he’s another person to speak to, however, when I’m feeling bad he makes me feel worse, by insulting and telling me I’ll worthless.

I often believe him and feel worthless and that life isn’t worth living. I often think of committing suicide.

I understand that there is history of Schizophrenia on my mother’s side (not sure of the exact details because she was adopted).

Well, Can I please hear what you guys think?

Thanks