Basically it took months to find the job that I just had, but then I was fired three weeks into it because I couldn't physically handle it.

After I was fired, I had a bipolar spell that I haven't snapped out of yet, mania, depression, etc... I tried to go to the hospital to get admitted, but they don't admit you based on you just thinking about suicide apparently.

Anyway, what happened was I just got called from a job. They told me they somehow missed my application, hired someone else, then found it very soon after hiring that person and realized they should have hired me. They said I would get the job if that person didn't want it or something went wrong with that person, but I was told the person accepted it.



It's probably going to take months more for me to find a job, but I can't handle something like this emotionally.

My family is getting so bad financially after uncle lost his jobs that we often get down to no money left. We can barely find food and the state won't help us anymore. I can even barely stay on the internet and I feel guilty that money could get going to food. I'm just burdening them more not working.

I can't stand this. I'm sleeping most of the day and much of the day my aunt is yelling at me over stuff and not supportive.