Well, the appointment didn't hurt but, I still feel like I have a lot left that I need to unstuff. So I will be setting up an appointment tomorrow with a Psycholgist that can work with a Family Doc with meds. So i hope this is the right move to make. I just have to figure out what is the trigger for the attacks, and what I can do to stop them on a daily bases. But I have never felt so free from dillusions now then in the past few weeks. It is amazing when they lift and you can truely see the real you. I'm greatful for those that helped me, or I don't think I would be around, to hopefully help some of you here.