You were spot on.. LOL but I didn't know how to write it out here hehe.. exactly as you said.. he could get it up and it would last for a while (say 5 minutes) and then it would go down again.. up again.. down again.. over and over.. He was so stressed about I am sure it was playing on his mind all of the time... especially seeing that since I hit 30 I seem to want sex more and more..
I do think that the medication he is on for his depression and anxiety play a huge part in the 'performance issues'.. it has major side effects on that side of things.
I know that I have only known him since the beginning of April but we did connect on some level.. And I was enjoying getting to know him.

I am not having negative thoughts today.. I wrote back to what he had written to me.. as usual I have attached the emails below LOL (me in blue.. him in black)

You bugger you have made me cry LOL

Oh and 100% happy doesn't exist haha

Text me when you want to catch up x



hey sorry, i diddnt mean to xx haha well its something that i havent been in ages cos of my anxiety, but yeha its all good, u just take care, ill see you around again some time, lets just have some space. im off to get sorted every week with the shrink so, im looking forward to being better. take care princess, be good xo



Hey

Space is okay.. hope the feelings come back or that you at least want to try again... I like you lots you know. Just took me a while to realise it LOL
I have no intention of being good haha...
But yeah like.. ring me if you just want to catch up and see how things go xxx
Good luck with the shrink appts... mine made a world ofdifference to me... skipped my last one but think I'll make on for next week now XD

One thing that I have to thank you for is making me realise that i really only want my Ex as a friend.. text him last night with how I was feeling about you etc.. he had some okay advice.. but at the end of it we both realised that it was a totally weird conversation to be having LOL

Talk soon babe.. when you are ready xxooxxooxx

I have another guy (the sensible, mature, nice guy) that wants to catch up tonight but not sure.. feel like I'd be using him to get over Richard now LOL.. a sting of men just hanging around to take me out... but I only want one LOL

Will see what happens..

Also one other thing that I don't think I have mentioned is that I may be catching up with Mark tomorrow for coffee.. I miss talking to him and just being me.. So unless he bails (which i don't think he would do as it was his idea) I am looking forward to just chatting to him..