I am feelin better all ready. Saw a BHS who sent me to be evaluated@a crisis center. Then after the eval I saw a psychiatrist who did another eval&then he said I am bipolar1 and prescribed me lamictal for mood stabilizer&clonazepam for anxiety, but 1pill a day for now unless I need more. They also think I may have PTSD from childhood trauma/abuse/adult trauma/sexual abuse so I will be goin back to talk more bout it.
Everybody, thanks for all your support&well wishes. I sincerely appreciate each and every one of your comments.