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All I can think about is cutting...I want to cut...I have been so sad lately and feel so alone...I just want to be happy...I don't want to feel this way any more...I can't dig myself out of this hole...I don't know what to do...I go to a regular dr but she does not know how to help me mentally so she has be on meds that do not help me...I can not afford a psychiatrist so I am just lost...I want to tell me family but they all say oh its just because you do not have your medicine...You will be fine...You will get your meds soon...I need them now...I need to feel better now...I want all this to go away...I want to be happy...I want to be able to make something of myself...I can't even work because of all this...why would god let me suffer like this...I hate life
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Life is hard, ones who have to struggle to make it are the ones that really deserve what life has to give......
Last edited by Christina86; Jun 16, 2010 at 12:57 AM.
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