Rohag,
Thanks for asking... I'm still really disappointed, but I applied for 5 more jobs yesterday. Hopefully I'll get a call about at least one of those applications. None of them were as exciting to me as the job I didn't get, but I think they would all be better than what I am doing now.
Right now, I'm feeling really awful and ashamed of myself. I am completely broke, and haven't paid my rent yet. (I missed a paycheck because of my medical leave.) I asked some friends for money, which they did lend to me, but they also sat me down and talked about budgeting, etc... I feel like such a loser. I feel so humiliated, I wish the earth would just open up and swallow me. Sorry to be so negative... but I really hate myself right now.