Today is not going well. T called to cancel, family emergency and was biding my time until then.

I haven't been in this position before of so much sadness but not sleeping, rapid shifts in mood too, and not hungry which is completely out of the ordinary, and listless. Strange state. Have a call into doc in the meantime.
I haven't felt so hopeless in years. Going to keep putting a foot in front of the other but want to stay in bed like yesterday. Will go to class today however, have to, can't let that fall behind as well.

I did contact my brother; going to go visit in July when school is out. This is something to look forward to and to see my niece. Thanks Sugahorse for the suggestion.

Any others much appreciated just need to get through the week.