My life doesn't suck. I just suck at life.
I am so ****ing depressed.
My life hasn't turned out the way I had hoped it would. Not even close.
And please don't tell me that no one's life turns out the way they had hoped for. That doesn't help. At all. Makes me feel invalidated.

I am grieving, feeling sorry for myself, and jealous. I hate being this way, but I am.

I don't feel like trying anymore. I've been at this for over 25 years. I am so tired.