i am not religious.. but if i were i would pray to be the person my T has helped me catch glimpses of. i'd pray that the world really does work how he has related it, and not in the way i have always believed. i want to take up residence in the same reality that he lives in. i don't mean in his personal world, i mean in the world governed by the things he says are truths. i still feel as though life is on the other side of the aquarium glass from me... and i want so badly for what i see to be real and to step over into that better place.