I'll just reply again. I have nothing better to do. I want to exercise I do, I have no time. I tried getting up at 5:30am for a while to do my video but I was too exhausted & my muscles were all stiff. When I get home by the time my 1 year old goes to bed I am too tired to try. I don't get a break all day I just don't have the energy to work out at the end of the day. I would like to start jogging when it gets warm here in WA, its still pretty much winter. I'm from Southern California. BIG MISTAKE moving here.
It was an impulsive decision, thank you bipolar disorder! Now I am trapped here.
I'm open to the music in the car, I'll try. I tend to have so much energy it is actually frustrating for me to be calm. It takes mass efforts. This is why meditating is very hard for me. I literally can't stand to breath in & out over & over. I'm like are we done yet.
Our relationship needs that alone time. Since I commute just as much as I see my child awake I never want to sacrafice any of my time with her to do anything. Maybe thought once or twice a month won't kill me.
My husband can't take over the finances. He can't remember anything, I don't trust him to pay the bills on time. I forwarded him the budget when I told him I wanted him more involved & it took him weeks to look at it.

Thank you so much for your ideas! I'll check out what I can.