Well i cry most of the nights cause i feel like i cant run up to my mom and start crying. You know last night i told my boyfriend all the problem and he told me that he will trust me and show him that i want to be with him. I told him i was sick and tired of the same things that ill be talking to someone else when im not. And your right i have to make a list of the things i want him to change. And dont worry you didnt offend me im glad that you guys are giving me great advice thank you all