Well it would be easier if I could recall a time when I actually did get off persay( or even if it was easy to do so), I am so hard to do that. My G-spot, is hard to find, and at times I think it is not there. He knows how I feel, for neither of us hide anything from the other, he is beside me most of the time when i am on when i am at home, and when he is.. I love him, and he knows this, i show him daily by saying it, by writing poems about him, and other little things left not said

The thing that bothers me about myself is i just do nto enjoy sex anymore. I want to "make"love to him that I know, but I just can not get excited about it.. And yes I knwo both of my anit-deppersients are causeing some porblems, along with my mirgranse that does not help. But I want to do something and I am so scared to call my Pdoc for he may want tto put me on more pain pills and that wont help, and he wont do any kinds of test to see why I am on so damn much pain...

I just do not know what to do anymore.. I am so darn lost, and confused..

<font color=purple>The way to love anything is to realize that it might be lost.
- G.K. Chesterton
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