KD: Thanks again. I still get out to Ohio a lot for work. i will be in Dayton next week, I kind of wish I still lived there, but at least I am back home in Maine.

I will try my best to follow through, but it is tough for me. I've been telling myself for years if I just buckle down and work hard, it will solve all my problems, so there is a certain level of embarrassment there. Plus my wife isn't real supportive of it. Anyways, I have to do something...