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Originally Posted by isadora
Yes belle he should love me by the way i am. I cant even go out with my sis or mom to the stores or somewhere cause he's thinking ill be doin something wrong when im not. If i go somewhere i feel guilty  . Im so happy that i can share my feeling with you cause i dont tell my fam or friend what im going thru. Thank you all for your support and advice. |
I was reading the responses to your posts and this one made me want to reply. I have been there, isadora. Do not go down that road. You will always feel guilty. You will feel guilty even if you eat out at a resturaunt and he eats at home. You will feel guilty because you want to take a nice bath and he has to sit alone in the t.v. room. You will never stop feeling that way. And I am telling you from experiance that it is a horrible way to live. You end up not wanting to go out with your family & your friendships with other people will cease and you will feel so isolated. It sucks, isadora. I know right now it seems like you can't live without him and you will think about all the good things about him. But once you leave and get out in the world you will remember more of the bad things and less of the good. And with all this guilt you will have depression and awful anxiety. It's horrible. Listen to what the people on here are saying. They are making very good points.