Thanks Wendy,.. I have been in the hospital several times. I went to a private psych hospital where I was living. I had some small med adjustments and it was nice to take a break and not have to worry about me so much. Just basically unwind and come out having regrouped. I was looking more for an intensive treatment program but insurance doesn't cover it. I also wouldn't have my pdoc there as the treatment would be in a different state. So for that reason I could see it being tricky to just up and take over where the program leaves off. I do hear his point, but I still need something done.

As far as finding a new T, NF, I could, there are lots in the area but my pdoc and T are in the same building and I'm afraid it might be awkward to see one but not the other. The problem with therapy is that even with my last T, whom I thought was great, all it seems to be is an hour or so of talking. I don't know how it's supposed to go, but that's all it's been.... I go in and we chat for an hour and I leave. I'm waiting for something big to happen but it doesn't!!! Hahaha.... thank for the input everyone.