You know gravvvy, I don't know what should happen in therapy besides just talking. I mean, my pdoc/t does give me a perspective on things that I am unable to see by myself, but other than that, what do we do? I've often longed/needed to go to the hospital, but do not have the means to pay for it. My pdoc/t seems to have the same attitude as your t, that its just not going to work. But I am like, wtf is going to work? I did the break from here too, though I only lasted about a week. I do find that some things on here kind of do trigger me and get me all worried, but I have realized that there are just some conversations I cannot be a part of and if I avoid them, I do much better on here. I love being here, so I don't want to lose this place. Hell, I feel like I get far more "therapy" from here than I ever do from my pdoc/t.

Wow, that really was just a long ramble. I do feel for you though and I hope things find some resolution. If you figure out what the hell that is, please share.