gravyyy - I guess it's cos I see how some people on this forum cannot hold down a job, or study, or leave their house. And I must just be greatful that I only battle with BP II, and other than the odd depressive phase that's REALLY bad, I'm a more or less fuctioning person. And the end of my degree is so close now, I may as well get it over with. Yes, it's been spread out over 5 years or more, but I'm doing it(While working and trying to have a relationship and a horse most of the time too).