Amadeus - I'm sure you're doing your best to manage the blow we've all unfortunately been blown (Not taken negatively!) We all work hard with our pdoc's and T's to get the right meds and learn the best coping mechanisms.
We really do not need to be reminded that we need to control it - we are doing our best, and people need to understand that sometimes our best may not be able to live up to their expectations.
But we aren't about pleasing other people. We are there to be the best person WE can be!

It can be frustrating and hurting when others just don't understand. But know that you always have us at PC who DO UNDERSTAND and SUPPORT you.

And we definitely are allowed the odd off day!