(((((((Berries)))))))))

I'm not sure what to say either but I feel like you're a good person, and I WANT to have something to say. Lots of cliches come to mind. I KNOW from what you've posted how hard things are for you, how no med has really fixed it, how long you've been suffering.

Only thing I can think of is trying another method, another T, yet another medication combination, another doctor to give new opinions.

Mostly, just here to support and care