Hi, welcome to the forums!

Do you think any med can make you happy? I'm not sure that's possible. I think meds can alleviate the symptoms of depression, but that means NOT having depression, it doesn't mean being happy. I think that has to come from within, like, finding your own 'place' in the world, finding things you enjoy, enjoying yourself and liking yourself and having confidence, turning negative thoughts into positive... I could be wrong but I don't think that can be found in an antidepressant, only in your own personal journey.