I'm on meds and they seem to help. I'm on lamctil and seroquel.
I have trouble expressing myself. I was brought up where you kept feelings to your self. And, you never tell anyone the secrets.

Iit's weird cause I do want to talk and such. But, I'm afraid to. Afraid of rejection. Or people thinking that I'm bad. I'm trying though to open up more. But, its really hard.

I hate myself because of the abuse. Of being told how bad, dirty ect. It stays with you.

Patti