Someone hug me please....

I don't care how bad I sound anymore...or embarrased. One of my friends just said that she isn't going to sleep after hearing what happened to me. And I am the one living through it. It isn't over for me yet because it ruined a year of my life and I don't see things the same way.

Something good has to happen, I really believe that...I am exhausted...

I can't believe someone I knew is going to prison. I feel like a piece of trash, cheap, etc. and there is no reason for it I did nothing wrong - I want to move on.