Hi Black Crow,
I'm so sorry you feel alone and lonely-- it just seems to make it harder to face each day with any sense of balance.
Could you talk a little bit about how you ended up where you are? For example, how did it come to pass ("before all of this") that over time your "friends" have disappeared?
I'm sorry if you've covered this elsewhere here and I missed it.
Baaku
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