(((((((Black Crow)))))))

I'm sorry you are feeling low right now. I hope this feeling passes as soon as possible. I hope that you'll keep us updated on how you're feeling...feel free to post anytime. Somebody will always be here to listen and reply.

As for your friends, maybe it isn't too late to reach out and chat with them again. Perhaps they are feeling the same as you, wanting to reach out but thinking it's too late. Maybe all it'll take is for one side to reach out to the other.