I know, I know, it's supposed to be "one day at a time".

Me? That doesn't usually work, since I like having goals.

Only July 20th, I celebrate two years of sobriety.

I gave up alcohol for some really good reasons. Not quite sure if I'd call myself an alcoholic, but I will definitely admit that I had an unhealthy relationship with it.

I guess I'm fortunate, it wasn't that difficult to quit. It's difficult to continue to be sober sometimes though. I know if I wanted to start drinking again that I could, because I dont really attend AA anymore (I do the Al-Anon gambit instead) ... but who knows if I'd wind up misusing it again or not.

:shrug:

But I admit I'm trying to figure out how I'd celebrate this, and I REALLY want to include my friends, but I'm worried they wouldn't understand or appreciate how much difficulty it's been for me at times to not drink.