thanks for the support about the drug screens. that was really hard to do. i know she won't talk to me for a very long time, but i couldn't see not doing it. i had to try to save her and the children. her dad was really upset with me but i finally convinced him that it was the only thing i had left to do. he is a practicing alcoholic, so i knew he would resist. he might have to show up for something and a counselor would out him.......

i am so tired. i'm going over to colleen's house now and spend the day and night with she and stella. i'm going to make a special pizza and we'll even have a coke. we're trying to quit them. but this is different.

xoxoxox pat