Lately havent posted, mainly didnt feel i had much to post about-just basically day-to-day crap....was in a funk,and couldn't possibly have found the words....today im being sucha ***** just upgraded von lamactil dose-200mg a day now and am just a live wire-i am strumming with this dark energy-i could definantely do something regretable....my husband is always the target(poor man) ha ha he he jesus this is frustrating...im humming along with this anxious energy thats got me in such a mind...any thing suggested would be appreciated