Emma & Lello, you're so brave for reaching out .

i haven't had this experience personally myself, but i do visit another forum which is geared specifically for people who have experienced sexual assault.

i know there are a few threads there about people who were hurt by women, but i haven't read them so i don't know if it was specifically CSA. if you want i can post the link here, but sometimes i find that forum triggering because it is very heavy to talk about that sort of thing, especially when so many people are sharing their experiences in such detail. very validating, but not something i can do unless i'm feeling strong.