Ellie. thats terrible
I like you and I dont want you to feel like that. you mom sound god awful. My brother abused me most of my child hood until i was old enought to fight back so i know what its like to be miss treated. but your mom... thats horrible... you wont be able to get away from it until you leave the house... I am so sorry about all the bad things that has happened to you but dont end it. it may not seem like it but if you did many people would be crushed and you seem too sweet to hurt anyone like that.