((Evening)) Im adopted, and have never been able to reunite with any of my natural family, supposedly 3 brothers and another sister. My one remaining sister with whom I live has no memory of them, nor do I. It's left a big gap/void in our lives. No baby pictures or family photos of them or ourselves. We do have a handful of pictures that were sent with us but dont know who the people in them are. Apparently we were taken by the state because our mother who was mentally could not take care of us all. We dont really know the whole story. We want to find them and at the same are afraid to do so. Fear of dissapointment I guess or of other emotions. I wouldnt even know how to find them.