c: Thank you guys for all the help, and sorry I disappeared. (Ugh, dumb internet.)

BUT, I talked to my old Sensei, and he says that as soon as I feel like I'm ready, he'd begin teaching me again. And I also talked to my mother about a mental health clinic, and she agreed that it would be much better than nothing. I'm pretty sure that she's as fed up with these mood swings as I am, Zeus help her.

Thank you for all of the suggestion and support. <3 You guys are really awesome~.