Suga,

Get out now before it goes any further! Love and repsect yourself you deserve much better. I can't see how it would hurt too much to think of not being with someone who thinks you are an object to be treated poorly.

I stayed and my goddess did I pay for it, ending up in hospital with a bruised body and face & broken bones. I nearly left my current partner because he treated me badly while I was having a seizure. I told him that if he couldn't handle my disability then he should have told me and we would not have gone any further in the relationship.

I may be a fruitloop with several mental disorders but self respect I don't lack at all (and self respect is vastly different to self esteem). I do hope you work out that you are worth better...no matter what your mental health is like,

Rhi