(((((hugs))))) You sound like you are right where you need to be for now... taking care of you... still cautious, until you are sure about the situation as it has changed. you know what I mean? I'm glad it is something that , for the most part, is behind you. I hope you are able to share with someone who won't minimize what you are going through, as it's very traumatic! Keep staying safe, take care of YOU! (food and drink, rest, yep, very important) Don't worry about the other stuff for now... you're doing good!