I know how it feels. I am in a small town where I don't have T. I just go to my family doctor to discuss any issues. I have big support online at chat sites. You can try a chat site I go to regularly (pm me for the link) there are some good people on there. Just ignore the bad people on there. There are good and bad on every chat site I'm afraid. But it's not hard to notice the bad ones and ignore them.