I'd been sleeping OK but last night no go. Partly from a lot of joint pain, I guess most of that is the rain moving in in my area. But there was a point during the night that I noticed I was perfectly comfortable, no pain, nice cozy position, and I just wouldn't fall asleep. No racing thoughts or anxiety either, just no sleep.

I didn't get any sleep until my final attempt after 4am. Then I had a really weird dream, it was an underwater horror movie, I was on a submarine and someone bought a shark aboard as a practical joke, it was supposed to be a perfectly tame shark but then of course it started eating everyone and they cordoned off parts of the ship. Bruce Boxleitner was the captian and was keeping everything under control.

Then at one point I had to move into another room and it turned out Sigourney Weaver was in the cast too, came in in the middle of the movie in basically the same character as Ripley That's about when I woke up.

I tried to sleep again and then had another dream, another movie (I often dream movies, it is usually a mixture of watching them and taking part then sometimes switching to being "real") but this one was weird for me, it was a sort of romantic comedy starring Sandra Bullock of all people, she was an executive of some sort and kept driving from parking on a busy street shopping and to her office, and some guy kept ending up near her in his car. The weird part was all of the driving scenes were really fake, with the actors in a fake drivers seat in front of a blue screen, at one point Sandra Bullock had to honk a bicycle horn in the car.

At some point I ended up in the office helping her organize her day with a big bulletin board full of appointments with celebrities. Then I went to work in my own area and I was working for my old boss (the one I had problems with at my old job... the one that led me into the hospital) and I was trying to "play nice" with her and then the owner of the company, who was my current boss came in and critisized everything I was doing.

It was not a happy dream.

I think part of the second dream was because while I was up at night I was watching Murphy Brown on TV, and Candice Bergen was in "Miss Congeniality" with Sandra Bullock, and I'm pretty sure Candice was one of the names on the bulletin board when I was helping organize.