NF - glad you're feeling better and sorry i haven't managed to post sooner.
I can tell you I'm in a limbo at the moment - I don't feel depressed, but I hardly feel anything. The weekend just passed and i have no real perception of time looking back. Woke up with extreme anxiety this morning and am relying on my trusty clonazepam to get me through the day.
You are not alone in this walk, and you do know that these moods come in waves, and leave just as quickly as they arrived.
(((HUGS))) - feel free to PM me and vent at any time.